It had always been me saying goodbye to friends while I was on exchange, not so much the opposite of me saying goodbye to exchange friends. If you have exchange friends, here’s how it’s gonna feel when they fly off or what you have probably felt if they are already gone. In general, if you travel a lot and make friends with people from round the globe, this post will be quite relatable.
This was a little how it looked like leading up and on the day I sent my closest exchange friend off.
Initially, it didn’t feel like my friend was leaving for the Netherlands because he would be gone for periods of time for his travels around Asia. I was still taking it for granted that he would be around to meet up. We planned for outings to explore Singapore and to be honest, I have never seen so many beautiful parts of Singapore. Sometimes we would have a discussion about my nationality, whether I’m really Singaporean lel… More on places you can head to for your OOTDs and sightseeing in Singapore in another post!
Doesn’t this look like Hong Kong?
A day before his flight, we watched the light and water display at Marina Bay Sands and gosh, it was so different compared to the last time I saw it. He wanted to do it for the last time before he left.
We went for the show at 9 p.m. and it lasted for about 17 minutes. It was spectacular though we sat on the ground which was wet from the rain and had to check our bottoms for any stains. I was telling him how I would be crying at that point after watching such an amazing show if I were to be the one on exchange. Having been an exchange student before, I knew how heavy the heart must feel to leave your new home away from home.
Before that, we went to ION Orchard wanting to check out ION Sky, the indoor observation deck located on the 56th floor. BUT HOLD UP FRIENDS! PSA: ION Sky now requires you to spend at least $20 for a ticket to enter. We didn’t know and went there all excited to visit the revamped place. And that was when we were informed we needed to spend money at the mall to be allowed entry OR I think you can enter if you’re a customer of Salt grill & Sky bar (but this bar is at the 55th floor)? Correct me if I’m wrong.
On the final day, we met to get his last souvenir for himself and then headed back to school to enjoy the mala dish (spicy numbing stir-fry) we absolutely love. We had dinner together with a Korean friend of his!
We sat on the train all the way from Boon Lay to Changi Airport while I shared stories of my exchange in America. I didn’t think then that I would miss my friend this much. Now looking back, he made me enjoy life so much more this semester.
Whilst he frantically tried to get his luggage under the weight limit at the airport, I was on the receiving end of goodies he couldn’t bring back. LMAO #auntiealert
Credits: Menno de Roode
We took a few pictures at the airport and then it was time for him to enter the departure hall. This was when the drama started.
We hugged goodbye and then I walked away to catch my last train because it was late at night. BUT GUESS WHAT, I remembered all of a sudden that he popped a Kinder Bueno into my bag for us to share at the airport because I was hungry 24/7. And obviously I couldn’t be greedy and keep all the Kinder Bueno to myself. LOL I’m trying to not make this sound like an advertisement.
Okay so after Kinder Bueno popped into my brain, I turned around. He was looking in my direction and then I kinda yelled “Kinder Bueno” and he stepped out of his line heading into the departure hall. I walked towards him, took out the chocolate and tore open the packaging to give him one bar and I took the other one.
LOL, that last memory that we created was magical because it was something so beautiful as that of sharing. We hugged goodbye for good this time and I walked away.
Unwrapped the Bueno and munched on it slowly not wanting it to quickly enter my digestive system and never see it again. Those plastic bags of things from him felt so heavy on my arms just like my heart… And the chocolate? Didn’t taste as sweet… I took time to savour it and discard the wrapper because I knew this was the last I would see of him and of our memories (at least for a while). #longdistancefriendshipwoes
It was a chocolate bar I ate with a heavy heart.
Then memories flooded back when I was walking from the terminal to the train station and all the way when I made my way home.
Credits: Shubham Kastiya
Working out together… Him using the words “Ang Mo” (a white person) to describe himself… Doing assignments till the wee hours at our favourite study spots at school… It’s weird considering how he was an exchange student and working this hard. Splurging with his cash card because he wanted to spend all the money in it before going home…
Celebrating my birthday at Saint John’s Island and receiving Dutch candies and food as my presents lol…
Exploring rooftops and making “lit” (literally) pictures…
Cultivating my interest in architecture… Explaining to me how Changi was designed with the idea of a forest or jungle where the leaves were the silver things and the stems the brown pillars… He took care of me just like I was a younger sister although I’m older than him. HAHAHA
Introducing him to solo travelling and bubble tea…
Him introducing me to his friends and inviting me to outings… Him claiming to be my best friend from Holland lel. He told me how I was the only Singaporean who could stomach the Dutch candy. I still feel it tastes weird but edible hur hur.
As much as I know we may drift apart given our distance or how we may not meet each other for a long time to come, these memories will still be etched in my mind.
Thanks Menno for being there in my most trying semester. The feeling of loss right now is real.